21/4/2007
BREVIJAR

 

Soren Kierkegaard


“Ja svoju dusu jos mogu spasiti ako mi je vise do toga stalo da, mesto zemaljske srece, ljubav prema Bogu u meni pobedi”

Verom se ja nicega ne odricem. Verom, naprotiv dobijam sve, bas u smislu onom, po kome ce onaj koji ima vere koliko goruscino zrno gore premestati.Valja imati ciste ljudske hrabrosti da se sve privremeno napusti da bi se vecnost dobila…”
      

 “Sta ja hocu, Sorene Kierkegarde? - Sasvim prosto: ja hocu postenje.
Svetina je to, na kraju krajeva, o kojoj u svojoj polemici nisam vodio racuna. A to sam naucio od Sokrata . Ja hocu da upozorim ljude da ne cerdaju i da ne rasipaju zivot……
Ja hocu da skrenem paznju ljudima na njihovu vlastitu rusevinu. Ako oni to nece milom, nateracu ih silom.
Zadatak je moj da izvrsim reviziju odredbe pojma “hriscanin”. Postoji samo jedan jedini covek koji ima uslova za stvarnu kritiku moga rada: to sam ja.
Koji je to put kojm moramo svi ici…..Preko mosta uzdisaja u vecnost.”
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“ Ono sto mi u najdubljem osnovu nedostaje jeste da budem nacisto sta treba da radim, a ne sta treba da znam, izuzev saznanja koje prethodi svakom delanju. O cemu se radi jeste da razumem svoje naznacenje, da vidim sta upravo hoce Bog da cinim. Valja naci istinu, moju istinu za koju cu ziveti i umreti…
To je ono sto nisam imao: da zivim potpuno covecjim zivotom, a ne samo zivotom saznanja, tako da osnov za gradjevinu mojih misli ne bude takozvano objektivno, nesto sto u niukom slucaju nije moje vlastito, vec nesto sto je spojeno sa najdubljim korenom moje egzistencije, cime sam takoreci urastao u bozansko, na cemu cu se cvrsto drzati ako se i ceo svet stroposta.
Ja sam cesto jeo plodove sa drveta saznanja i cesto se nasladjivao njihovim prijatnim ukusom. Ali je ova naslada trajala samo u trenutku saznanja, ne otavljajuci nikakva dublja traga u meni. Izgleda mi kao da nisam pio pehar mudrosti, vec se u njemu utopio…
Pre svakog drugog saznanja moramo sebe upoznati. Tek kad je covek sam sebe prisno razumeo i video samo svoj hod na svome putu, tek onda njegov zivot stice mir i znacaj, tek se onda on oslobadja onog dosadnog, kobnog saputnika…one ironije zivota koja se javlja u sferi saznanja i zapoveda istinitome saznanju da otpocne sa nesaznanjem. Onako kako je Bog stvorio svet ni iz cega.
Moje je stanoviste: naoruzana neutralnost.
Tragicno je ono sto se pokazuje u nemogucnosti da imamo nekoga kome bi smo sebe ucinili razumljivim. Ovo je tako divno izrazeno u knjizi Postanja kad Adam daje ime zivotinjama, ali nijedno za sebe ne nalazi.
Ljudi me tako malo razumeju da ne razumeju ni moju zalbu sto me ne razumeju! Da ja imam pravo, to u osnovi razumeju svi, pa cak i biskup Minster; da meni ne daju za pravo, znamo svi – pa cak i ja.
Svaka je istina samo do izvesnog stupnja istina. Predje li stupanj, dodje li kontraprodukt, ona postaje neistina.”

M a r t 1855. (G o d i n a s m r t i )

 

O BOGU, O VERI


”Izmedju Boga i coveka postoji beskrajna, ponorna kvalitativna razlika. To znaci, ili to je izraz za to, da covek bas nista ne moze. Bog sve daje. On je taj koji coveku, u prvom redu, i veru daje”.


”Blazenstvo vere je, naprotiv, u tome sto je Bog ljubav. To jos ne znaci da vera razume kako je to odluka Bozja o izvesnom coveku – ljubav. U ovome bas i jeste sukob, paradoks vere: verovati, a to ne razumeti.”


”Ljudi koji nikako ne stupaju u vezu sa Bogom, uzivaju – kakva ironija! – tu srecu, da ih Bog u svome zivotu nikako ne muci. Ne, on ljubi samo one koji sa njim stupaju u vezu…
Jer on te ljubi i hoce da ga ljubis, i jedno i drugo iz ljubavi. Ali cim nesto zelis ili se necega plasis, onda ne mislis na njega”.


”Onome ko ljubi Boga nisu potrebne nikakve suze, nikakvo divljenje. On u ljubavi zaboravlja na stradanje. On to tako potpuno zaboravlja, da docnije ne bi ni najmanje slutio o svom bolu kad se Bog toga ne bi secao. Jer Bog vidi skriveno, i zna nevolju, i broji suze, i nista ne zaboravlja.”


”Verom se ja nicega ne odricem. Verom, naprotiv, dobijam sve, bas u smislu onom, po kome ce onaj koji ima vere koliko gorusicno zrno gore premestati. Valja imati ciste ljudske hrabrosti da se sve privremeno napusti da bi se vecnost dobila.”


”Bez rizika nema vere…Mogu li shvatiti Boga objektivno, onda ne verujem. Ali bas sto to ne mogu, moram verovati.”

“Koji je to put kojim moramo svi ici… Preko mosta uzdisaja u vecnost.”

”Estetski covek ima trenutak, eticki pobedjuje u istoriji, a religiozni covek ima vecnost."

   

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18/7/2006
EvaneScence - I Must be Dreaming

 

 

 

 

I Must be Dreaming


How can I pretend that I don't see
What you hide so carelessly
I saw her bleed
You heard me breathe
And I froze inside myself and turned away
I must be dreaming

We all live, we all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming

Help, I know I've got to tell someone
Tell them what I know you've done
I fear you, but spoken fears can come true

We all live, we all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming

We all live, we all die
That does not begin to justify you
It's not what it seems
Not what you think
No, I must be dreaming
It's only in my mind
Not real life
No, I must be dreaming

Not what it seems
Not what you think
I must be dreaming
Just in my mind
Not real life
I must be dreaming

 

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17/7/2006
EvaneScence - Field of Innocence

 

Field  of  Innocence

 

 

 

i still remember the world
from the eyes of a child
slowly those feelings
were clouded by what i know now

where has my heart gone
an uneven trade for the real world
i want to go back to
believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

i still remember the sun
always warm on my back
somehow it seems colder now

where has my heart gone
trapped in the eyes of a stranger
i want to go back to
believing in everything
    

 

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    EVANESCENCE - Field Of Innocence

     

     




  • 12/7/2006
    EVANESCENCE - Wash it All Away (Understanding)

     

    Wash it All Away (Understanding)

     

     

    "You hold the answers deep within your own mind.
    Consciously, you've forgotten it.
    That's the way the human mind works.
    Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us
    to entertain, we reject it.
    We erase it from our memories.
    But the imprint is always there."

    (Can't wash it all away)
    (Can't Wish it all away)
    (Can't hope it all away)
    (Can't cry it all away)

    The pain that grips you
    The fear that binds you
    Releases life in me
    In our mutual
    Shame we hide our eyes
    To blind them from the truth
    That finds a way from who we are
    Please don't be afraid
    When the darkness fades away
    The dawn will break the silence
    Screaming in our hearts
    My love for you still grows
    This I do for you
    Before I try to fight the truth my final time

    "We're supposed to try and be real.
    And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."

    Can't wash it all away
    Can't wish it all away
    Can't cry it all away
    Can't scratch it all away

    Lying beside you
    Listening to you breathe
    The life that flows inside of you
    Burns inside of me
    Hold and speak to me
    Of love without a sound
    Tell me you will live through this
    And I will die for you
    Cast me not away
    Say you'll be with me
    For I know I cannot
    Bear it all alone

    "You're not alone, honey."
    "Never... Never."

    Can't fight it all away
    Can't hope it all away
    Can't scream it all away
    It just won't fade away, No

    Can't wash it all away
    Can't wish it all away
    Can't cry it all away
    Can't scratch it all away

    (Can't fight it all away)
    (Can't hope it all away)
    Can't scream it all away
    Ooh, it all away
    Ooh, it all away

    "But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."
    "Because I'll die if you do."
    "Because I'll die if you do."
    "Because I'll die if you do."
    "Because I'll die if you do."
    "Because I'll die if you do."

     

     

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