Early in the morning… news about attempt of hijacking airplane in Havana… you are still unavailable… Where are you? It is not possible that something happened to you, we were happy, you have to be ok, you will come back!

Yes, you told me “I will be back at Thursday”, it is Friday my love and I still don’t know anything about you. No calls, no e-mails, nothing… And I felt something, I knew something will happen… awake all night, I was checking mobile in every five minutes… unavailable… still unavailable... And you know what is killing me too? I was jealous! I thought you don’t want to call me, I thought you have delayed the flight… because of someone like you did once because of me… Yes, I am stupid sometimes, I have never told you I am perfect…

And then I heard… 2 Cuban soldiers attempted hijacking the plane, they took a bus, seizing several hostages. They killed one of them, one Cuban military officer. TV says that in the operation to end the attempted hijacking and the gun battle none of the other hostages were apparently harmed. At least I know you are safe… but I don’t know… even the thought that you were there, that you have gone through something like that… it’s terrible to me…

Sweetheart, whatever happened I will be here, I will be waiting for you and we will forget this together… Just call me! And come back home! Please! I cannot lose you, not now when I finally found you. And if I was not sure, now I am. I love you! I love you with all my heart! I don’t want to hide it anymore, I don’t care about people, I don’t care what they will say… because they speak and they always will! And you know what… if I must I will repeating them every day how much I love you! And I will do my best to make you happy, I will do my best to save “us”, just please come back home! And forgive me because I didn’t believe you… forgive me because i have hurt you so much...