Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/ sr Sun, 08 Nov 2026 15:54:28 +0100 BlogOye!   What is going on with you my love??? I feel and know there's something wrong, just I don't know why you don't want share it with me... Did you forgot you can tell me everything? I told you, you can count on me... I told you I'll always stay by your side whatever happens... It cannot be so bad... Come on talk to me!!! Please!!!   Mon, 10 Mar 2008 16:53:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/37214/   What a weather! Cold, rainy day… everything is grey around me… grey sky, grey buildings, grey people… But I am happy! And I smile! I don’t have some particular reason, just I am full of energy and hope… And I know, everything is gonna be all right again, simply I feel it in my heart. It has to be! And i can't write now, there are so many things i want to do, so many people i want to see again, so many places... But i couldn't leave without good bye and without one big, big hug for all of you, who come at this blog... if there is somebody who comes... If there is not... I hug you anyway :) Have a great night and sweet dreams... Sat, 10 Mar 2007 12:04:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/33868/   José, my love, It's -4 in Belgrade, it's snowing, Slavija is illuminated by Christmass lights, JAT-bus departures from there every 60 minutes, everything is the same, just you are not here anymore... I miss you my love, but I am not sad. You know, I still have the picture in my mind... you and I in the hotel room, I look into your eyes, they are deep and dark and deep inside them is sleeping love. And I saw it for the first time... I saw love in your eyes. And we were dreaming... about river, little wood house, you and I... you remember? It was the momemt of clear happiness, you remember we were crying and you know what means when somebody makes you cry for happiness. It is not necessary anymore to look and see myself in reflection of your eyes, your hands are not necessary to cuddle my cheek and hug me tightI. I don't need the lips to feel the warmth of every kiss, you don't have to say "I love you"... I don't need anything, I already have everything... You love me... And heart knows everything in advance, even if we surrender sometimes,even if we know that we want more than we can do now, even if we know that we will suffer, even if we know... everything in advance... the only important is to have faith, to believe in each other, to believe in us... to believe that we will live everything what we were dreaming about. And that's why it is worth while to wake up every morning. Always, forever... Your Nataša   Thu, 03 Jan 2008 11:21:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/31829/   I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Maybe I spend every night awake, thinking of you, but I don’t love you anymore... And for me there is no one, in the whole world better than you are, but I really don’t need you... I don’t care about you, actually you are not my type, and of course I am not in love with you... Ok, I stare at display every few seconds, but I don’t expect anything from you, and I really don’t love you anymore... Ok, maybe I carry your picture everywhere, but of course I don’t love you anymore... Your eyes are dark and deep, your lips are so soft, but  I am not in love with you... And to me you're like the air, so essential, so needed, but I don’t want you anymore... And I have to tell you one more time, even if it will break your heart, that i don’t love you anymore! Actually, I don’t care about you, you are not my type, and of course... I am not in love with you!   Thu, 29 Nov 2007 11:04:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/26668/ After all these cold, winter days, sun finally decided to give us the pleasure, and people like the ants crept out to the streets, all that happy people, with their smiling faces... It was one of those days when you can feel the joy in the air… On my face there is no smile anymore, it disappeared, it passed away, somehow... It passed away and gave the place to empty look... And where I should looking? In future?... What future? Sometimes i think that i envy to the people who are happy, or who at least pretend they are... I even can't pretend anymore! Alone... between these four walls... which narrow day by day and which are taking me an air. Alone... even beside careful calls of friends... beside a book which can't wait to be read... Alone while the pill is carefully sinking into my belly, carefully like it knows that there is no cure for this my sickness... Alone... while i am looking raindrops on window... drops which every time attempt to wash off everything what is impossible to be washed… Alone... i am looking for the truth, and every time when i am near it, it flies away, like it knows that it can kill me.So alone… like nobody else… and it is my future… I don’t need such future! Loneliness is taking away every my thought… to incorporate it in all this blackness… and it is killing me… Wed, 28 Nov 2007 11:25:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/26551/   Can you remember how happy we could be? And can you remember how high we could fly? We could touch the stars if there was enough courage, we could cross the Earth, if there was enough long bridge, we could change the world if there was enough love... We could... I don’t know what happened, and I don’t want to ask you, without courage to hear the truth and afraid of listening more lies... Everything what we had was false, false words… false smile… false kisses… and the most beautiful false eyes… Come on! Make me happy and destroy me one more time, give me hope and take it to me again, take me to the heaven and send me back here, just help me to forget how badly I loved… your words… your smile… your kisses… and your beautiful false eyes...   Tue, 27 Nov 2007 11:00:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/26424/ "Buenas noches mi amor. Just arived to Brussels. Flight, as usual, seriously dealayed....It is raining here and it is cold...Please forgive me if I did something wrong....For sure I did plenty of things...Keep in mind that I will be thinking of you...here in Brussels and in Lisbon. close to our place...Our little place in Lisbon....LOVE YOU. ME" Tell me... what's this now? How one so selfish person can write something like this? What are you doing to me? Sorry because I don't respond anymore, but like you said me once I have to think of me sometimes. My love how much I would like to understand you, how much I would like to help you, but I don't know how... How much I need you and how short I had you. Don't escape from me, I just want to make you happy... What is going on with you? Mon, 26 Nov 2007 11:17:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/26363/ Good bye my love... Sun, 25 Nov 2007 15:06:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/26303/ This love is killing me, and you know why my only one? I see you cannot feel me, you cannot feel who I am and what I need, or maybe you can but you don’t want to let me be happy. Sometimes it seems like you enjoy in my weakness and vulnerability… And that’s just because you want to prove something to yourself. But love should be stronger than anything else! When people say that love is giving without fear, that it is never jealous, they are right... It is when you are happy when you see your loved one smiling, it is when you try everything to make him happy, when you are listening, watching and looking a way to do that but without anybody to tell you what to do, when you know his wishes, needs, fears… And if you one day feel that for somebody you can say you love that person. And according to this I can say I truly love you!!! When we are happy we should divide it with each other… but… If we are sad, we need to divide that too… If I cry maybe I need you to stay besides me, maybe you should hug me, maybe we should speak… but you cannot leave me in the dark and go watching TV… Maybe sometimes I don’t need sex, maybe I need to make love with you…. Maybe I don’t need de-luxe dinner, but I need to sit with you by the ocean and watching sunset… Maybe I don’t need expensive things, but maybe I need some surprise, maybe I need you to prepare something for me, to light candles for me, to buy me a flower…. And that’s all… I don’t need so much to be happy with you… Now, my self confidence is completely destroyed, and I need to recover it somehow… And I want to be happy again… and I need to smile… to be beautiful again… to wish to be beautiful… to wish to go out, to see people again, to have fun… to feel alive again... Fri, 07 Sep 2007 23:11:00 +0200 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/26302/ Here i am again! Wow, it's been a long time since i didn't write. So many things happened, i don't know how to start now. Anyway, i am happy, living beautiful moments... that's why i didn't write. I love a wonderful man, and i am loved too. Loved like never before! I guess i should write that story and i will, but not now... Sometimes i am afraid that something bad can happen, everything seems like fairy tale. I was absolutely lost, and then, like the God sent him to save me... Signs are all around us, just sometimes we are not wise enough to recognize them, sometimes we do not have enough courage to close some page of our life and to start from the begining, sometimes we are too weak and vulnerable. But when you turn around what remains? You are alone, only few people around you... And who will take care of you, if you don't take care of yourself... It is not worth while to sacrifice our own life and dreams because of anyone... only few persons really matters and that few persons will never ask us to do that. Because at the end you feel empty and weak to help anybody, even yourself. Remains just a pain... Good night dear friends, and don't remember to THINK OF YOU!!! Sun, 24 Jun 2007 23:39:00 +0200 https://www.blogoye.me/blueskyabovabelgrade/26301/