What i have done... i can't find some excuse as much as i am trying to find it... There is someone in my life, someone special, someone who makes me feel good... Even i can say he makes me feel happy... I have never met someone so similar to me...
And i don't have courage to speak, i am afraid that something will happen, i am afraid i will lose him, i feel and know i must let him go soon... let him to follow his dreams... And his dreams are far away, far away from me, far away from this country... far away... For now we have these rare moments made of clear love and happiness... and that's all...