It's running away from me ... time

passing by in a second ... lost

a day, a weekend, two weeks ... gone

why do I not know why?

My memory empty, barely here ... nothing

three months gone like that ... time

one weekend suddenly feels unreal ... fake

why is it falling through my fingers?

Surrounded by what was once a friend ... fiend

drowning in white and black print ... pages

a mess surrounds me that I created ... chaos

why can't I get myself out?

The more there is, the less I do ... bigger

the less I do, the more there is ... circle

my voice failing me, my truth not said ... help

where did I go?

... Help me please ...

this mess is killing me

this place

to my left ... no one

to my right ... no one

en face ... no one

behind? ... no one

Trees, air, sea ... Life?