My island.. My fears.. My place of torture.. https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/ sr Sun, 08 Nov 2026 22:07:00 +0100 BlogOye! This night, I pray For the day I know You won’t follow me anymore The day you will leave me Don’t love me With you I’m between heaven and hell Am I an angel or demon? I don’t know You threw me in that purgatory A long time ago Will God save me Or is it the devil Who will love me? Tue, 18 Mar 2008 11:58:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/37516/ Broken hearts, bloody baths, taking the pain away is harder than it seems. Where was the time? Where there was peace, and the heart felt full, where was the time? Where the love was still alive where nothing could go worng. It seems times have changed. The heart with hurt , the pain it feels. Everyday wishing to go back , but knowing it never will. The tears i cry will always be for you, nothing matterd to me untill u came along in my life. But life moves on living with a heart coverd up with stone. The pain will never be forgotten. The heart will never be the same again. Once broken never healed. Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:31:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/33730/ Low things have turned my mind to things low. Yet I am still here, I cannot leave yet. Although I give much of myself, although Regret you? No, I have little regret. Days without you are still spend in a daze, Love lies in my heart for you, my love. Rays of the sun do not make my eyes raise Above all my dreams, I hold you above. You came back at last, I knew it was you. Shaking my heart as your heart was shaking, True I have been (as your words were all true) Aching for you as your being was aching. More of me lives because you give me more. For you I would die, yet you I live for. Sat, 26 Jan 2008 00:19:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/32665/ Silenced voices at my ear. Whispering soft things I should never hear. As to who you are I will never know, But I have no Desire to make you go. Such soft words said with ease It is my Breath that you will cease. Ease me from my Mental Pain, Help bring me from my Suffering Shame. Release me from my Depressing cage. Supress my deafening Rage. My bleeding Heart you shall Heal... The Broken Blackened Soul you will seal... Whisper to me once again, Your soft voice is my Mind's Mend, Your Words cause my Delusion But those Whispers create my Illusion. ...Only if it were real... My Illusion was just an artificial Light in my Darkness.... Tue, 22 Jan 2008 19:54:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/32227/ I wish I could go to heaven and at least leave this world. I haven't commited the sins of seven, please lord take my soul. I shall wait for death to come I won't commit suicide. But the chances are slim to none, I'll stay put and put my worries aside. I wish not to go to hell, I haven't done anything wrong. I've got no drugs to sell, Please, I've been waiting this long. I fell a coldness sweep my soul Has death come for me already? I close my eyes and relax me whole A tear drops my eyes and i hold steady. I wake up in fright And see you by my side. With you in my sight, my love, Maybe I'll stay a while. Wed, 16 Jan 2008 14:32:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/31485/ There is no other love that can compare To the love you gave every day. And now I can only love you in memory Because now you've gone away. You fought the fight and gave your everything. You stood proud and gave your all. And no matter the sorrows, you kept on giving. Fighting strong and standing tall. Through all the pain, I won't forget Everything you used to say and do. And even though you are gone,  I'll keep on loving you. Some will say this war's so wrong And some will never understand why. But I believed in you despite it all And now we have to say goodbye. The love you gave keeps going strong. It grows stronger every day. It is your love I will carry with me forever Even after you have gone away. Through all the pain, I won't forget Everything you used to say and do. And even though you are gone, I'll keep on loving you. Mon, 14 Jan 2008 15:16:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/31237/ I walk on this dreamers road, running through my mind, Fish fly up in the sky, A fawn dances with golden heels, Stars lurk behind my eyes, Sugardrops rain from clouded skies. Im falling down a dark hole; Flying clocks surround me. White rabbit goes through wooden door, Swimming through heavy tears, Float to a far off shore. I land on glitter beaches, Trees of glass with diamond leaves. Pink bunnies dance and sing; A treacherous tune full of death and doom, They sprinkle sand upon my face, Soon I wake Fri, 21 Dec 2007 10:34:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/29063/ In this world of shadows and deception there is much that sinks inside the darkness there is that we lose and that we struggle. But during these times, its then we must confess That even in darkness, it is not all bad the dark is just the absence of light. Thus we must not always strive to be sad It is hope that we work with the dark to find what light or flicker of dreams have in our minds tried to embark to set sail the upon the victory streams. While rhyme and poems can give some light and possibly keep the fear from seeping there is one thing we find for certain: we can find a dream worth keeping. Tue, 18 Dec 2007 01:11:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/28760/ Everyday I wake up, I put on a mask. I try to hide my true self, From my evil past. I hide and run, Away from you and try to get away. But every time I try to run, My world turns all shades of gray. The mask I wear every day, Is something I have made. To hide myself from the pain. I feel every day. The mask I made from the pain, Is all falling apart. And no matter what I try to do, You can see my heart.  I’m sorry if you can see the scars, I have accumulated. But if you live in my life, You’d feel despair and hated. You’d feel like you want to die, And leave with out a trace. You’d want to be left alone, And you’d want to be replaced. So this is why the mask is on, Every second of the day. Because no matter what I do. It’ll never be okay. The few friends that I have, Will always be true. I know they’ll never turn away, And they’ll always see it through. Sun, 16 Dec 2007 12:18:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/28573/ I see you Hiding there Under that mask That I used to wear Well you might as well just take it off Because i'm starting see through it And soon you'll find That the mask doesn't fit Because while you hide Your problems continue growing That mask is slowly becoming smaller And bits of you are showing Trust me on this What i say is true I would know I've worn that mask too So just be yourself Don't hide from me Just show me the person I'm beginning to see... Sat, 15 Dec 2007 00:13:00 +0100 https://www.blogoye.me/Nisi/28434/